this is becoming a dumpster
this is becoming a dumpster of my own thoughts and I don't think this is what I intended it to be. anyway, I don't care, here's a recollection of a nightmare I had:
I had a dream last night which was very unsettling. I've dreamt about a subway line that doesn't exist a couple of times, so I've been in this subconscious place more than once. It's a subway line that has these really huge, soviet-style train stations, where the platform is in the middle and the trains go by on the sides. It all moves rather quickly, it's always dirty and noisy, and there are huge windows on the ground floor as if this is a central station of some sort.
The trains usually rush by really quickly. Last night I got into one of them. It was insanely hot inside and smelled like smoke. I try to go and sit down, but there is this man spread across the seat, with a huge spider sitting on his chest. The spider is eating a raccoon. Yeah, on top of the guy. I don't live in a city with raccoons or huge spiders for all that matters, and I'm not scared of either spiders or raccoons. The man was not suffering, he wasn't in pain. He was just sweating, lying there, in sheer terror of what was happening. He couldn't move, and looked at me, but not asking for help. I got paralyzed and tried to ask for help, but it seemed that we were all just looking at this huge spider, with its big red butt and hairy legs, eat a raccoon.
Oh, funny thing: I always get off this train in the same station. It usually leads to the same place, a part of town close to my house.