morning pages #1
I haven't been home in a bit. And by home I mean the part of the web where I don't feel threatened. I've given in to influencers telling me I need to eat less carbs and more good fats. Into the ones that say I shouldn't drink coffee first thing in the morning.
Although I can't blame influencers for my nightmares, I can blame them for the borderline psychotic things I tell myself during the day based on their feedback. And I'm typing this as I drink my black coffee at 8 in the morning because that's exactly what I like to do on an early morning: write, drink coffee, think.
Thinking periods don't last that long in me now. I wish they did, and complaining won't fix the problem. I've resorted to come back to the usage of internet that sparks my curiosity rather than my cortisol.