it's good to document the downfalls
today I started the day feeling like a million bucks. my hair looked amazing, I felt great in my clothes. at work it took me more than 8 hours to solve a single problem that I created for myself for being careless, and a client is a little pissed off at me (well, me and my team). I had to run to the office, and I ate severely unhealthy all day.
I got back home by 18:30, I had promised my grandma to fix her TV but I didn't feel like leaving my house to drive 40 minutes to her house and come back. so I told her I'll be there tomorrow. and it's a TV, just a TV, not a big deal, but I feel like a jerk for not fixing it sooner.
I got home and my boyfriend didn't even talk to me. I don't know why he does that sometimes... he's the sweetest dude in the world but for some reason when he gets back home or when I get back home from work he always treats me coldly like a cat who is a little angry at you for leaving them alone all day. and it kind of pisses me off.
my friends are coming over for dinner and I'm happy they are, because I haven't seen them in a minute. I feel like I am acting weird and in consequence they might feel like I'm being mean and push back. I know they love me regardless, so it should be fine. I haven't seen them in a month.
it's an unsettling time. it'll pass, but it's good to document the downfalls, too.