i found richard brautigan!
I made a post a few weeks ago where I mentioned I had lost the pdf copy of the book june 30th, june 30th. I looked for it incessantly, and then remembered I have a very messy, very cluttered external hard drive where I've kept my life for the past 10 years, approximately. My dad got me that drive after my first computer caught fire (I know!) from being so full of dust. I lost all my files then.
I found other works of brautigan, but I am happy to say that I found the book I've been looking for. I am thinking about making it available for download somehow, I'll just have to find a way to post it so it stays available. I'll keep you updated!